I think I've moved from being ok with my job to only caring enough to not want to get fired. I feel like I'm on the verge of hating my job. I don't think it's the job or the people I work with. I think it's me getting tired of being at this job. Made it's just the depression making everything suck. I don't know. I just wish I had a job I loved.
That's all I got in me for today.
Gilly
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- Gilly
- I'm trying to be more me. I'm trying to find my me-ness. It's hard because I've been taught that I am not acceptable. I am less than other people. I am a woman who was born male. I've been taught this is a bad thing to admit. People will want to hurt me because of it. People may kill me because of it. People will treat me as less than a person because of it. I'm so tired of not being me. This is me. I am a woman. I was born male. These two facts are not related. Please listen to what I am saying: I am a woman. Every he, his, sir, man is a slur against my identity. Every she, her, ma'am, woman is an affirmation to my identity. I want to believe this but it's hard when the message I've see everywhere is that I am less than.
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