Mood: Detached, depressed, feeling worthless and useless. I know I'm not worthless or useless. I tell myself that I am worth something and I can do almost anything I put my mind to. It's hard to believe myself sometimes when it doesn't 'feel' true even if I know it to be true.
Happenings: A friend has introed me to one of her friends who is looking for a new roommate (current one is getting married). We've just exchanged an email but will be meeting to get to know each other to see if we'll get along.
Media: I finished Mass Effect 3. Only one of my team died in the final mission. I'm tempted to replay the last mission just to keep him alive but part of me feels like it would be cheating to do so. During the final mission I made what I thought were the best choices at the time. Those choices led to that teammate's death. That's the story I played. To replay that mission and rig the outcome to save him would be like rewriting Wash's death in Serenity. You may not agree with what happened but it happened.
Writing: I've not written anything since my last post. I'm hoping that I'll be able to do some writing soon.
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